![]() ‘Cuz, damn she was hot! Nevertheless, that other woman was in their apartment now. And Arizona knew she could keep it up with Erica Hahn. She never blamed Callie for still thinking about her. She had tried so hard to like her for Callie’s sake. Under different circumstances she might have liked Erica. ![]() The other voice, how she hated the sound of it. Jealousy showed its ugly face and she knew she needed to gather all the strength she could to not make a scene right now. It felt like somebody had punched her in her stomach, she couldn’t breath. She instantly felt like she had to throw up. She heard her girlfriend laughing out loud. When she came to the door she heard laughter. Hopefully talking, maybe some cuddling or even more. When she arrived at her apartment building she was so excited to finally spend an evening again with her girlfriend, just the two of them. And not knowing what needs to be fixed doesn’t make it a lot easier. It was yet another attempt of trying to fix things. ![]() Today Callie had a day off and Arizona wanted to surprise her and went home earlier, picking up some flowers on her way home. Always another excuse for her not to come home. She had stayed at the hospital most nights, went to Joe’s for a drink after her shift had ended. Callie had hardly spoken to her in the past few days. And why should she not? She had no reason not to. Arizona had believed the woman she loved. You know how many extra shifts I have to take since I don’t have my trust fund anymore.”Īnd she believed her. But always, always did she get the same answer. Please just talk to me”, she pleaded so many times she can’t even count them anymore. Was she unhappy with her, was something bothering her? “Cal, come on, I am not stupid, I can feel that something is wrong. So many times she had asked Callie if something was wrong. And no matter how hard she tried, she couldn’t stop it. She had felt the distance between her and her girlfriend grow. Over the past six months, ever since Erica Hahn had come back to Seattle, things had started to change. But deep inside she knew something wasn’t quite right. She had done her best, giving her the space and freedom that Callie wanted and that she needed. She was out, out with her for heaven’s sake. The woman she thought loved her so much.īut she was not here right now. All her thoughts focused around her, the woman she loved so much. But was it really? Or did she just not see it? Had she just successfully been ignoring the signs that something was wrong? She couldn’t think straight right now. Where did it all go so wrong? It all had been so perfect. Hell, she had no idea HOW this was happening. She couldn’t believe that this was happening. But it had to be one or the other, and imo, and given Callie’s background story, it just made more sense. And also, I am terribly sorry, that Callie is the bad one in this fic. I was feeling dark and twisted and this is what came out. This is not for profit.Īuthor’s Note : I am sorry if there are any grammar mistakes left. Was I mistaken? Do you mean, mean what you say When you say our love could last forever.ĭisclaimer : I own nothing. And I like the way you’d say my name in the middle of the night while you were sleeping. I like the way you’d hold me every night for so long baby. But I’d rather you be mean than love and lie, I’d rather hear the truth and have to say goodbye, I’d rather take a blow at least then I would know, but baby don’t you break my heart slow. Was I mistaken do you say, do you say what you mean? I want our love to last forever. I like the way you needed me, every time things got rocky. ![]() ![]() Summary: (song by Vonda Shepard) I like the way you wanted me, every night for so long baby. Rating: PG-13 (to be safe, maybe some adult topic and swearing) Title: Baby, don’t you break my heart slow. ![]()
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